Becoming more open and honest

Hello my loves and welcome to my weekly recap 🙂

So if you didn’t know toya and I are back together. We have decided to work  us out for the sake of our love for each other and for our family. So in lude of this we decided to come up with our own 60 day challenges we call #60daystoatotaltransformation.  You can find it on instagram and Facebook. I’m going to be posting our journey.  Here is our challenge:

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We are day 6 and I have been writing our positivity talks done. I’m on day 7 of being back on paleo and toya is on day 6. I feel like we are getting more in touch spiritually as well. It’s become amazing closeness together in our relationship.

I did some kids yoga with the kids last weekend.

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And did some acro with toya

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And I have been doing yoga everyday apart of my 60 day challenges and these mini challenges for 30 days.
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Beyond that I have been thinking about how deep I want to go with this blog. I think as a person I want to be open and almost in a way naked on here. Be myself and show you all of me. No part of my life will be off limits. So with that being said I want to say that I’m a bisexual whose polyamorous. Now what does that mean for all you who don’t know? I’m a person that has a big heart to have many loves. Currently at this time I am with my lady Toya but there will be moments where I could have a boyfriend as well. So that is all of me.

I’m open to all of the universe’s opportunities.
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Experience life, love more, and be happy. Till next time

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Let the universe lead you

Today I have decided that no matter what happens in my future I’m letting the universe decide. I have had a lot of stress trying to be able to figure out certain parts that will be changing in the next couple of months. Jobs, moving again and finding our place here. But I am letting go in knowing that there is a bigger plan for me and our family. That I just need to let go and enjoy the ride. So just breathe and forget the rest.

In other news I decided to get back on my body shots for the month. Here is july’s.
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I admit looking at April’s pictures I look way more fit body wise so now that is my motivation to get it in gear because if only 3 months I back slid into all kinds of terrible food. Regards was I have a plan and I’m going to stick with it because my is a huge goal of mine.

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I’m also doing some 30 day challenges to see if those actually work.
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And bringing back the posture of the month that I will be working on is called fallen angel. I can’t wait to get started on this.
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(Picture from there Facebook of the 4th of July class)

I’m also back on my yoga everyday :). And I found a studio that I love. A hot yoga studio called  Younique Yoga in Cedar grove, NJ.  I’m in love with this hot vinsaya studio. All of there teachers are so knowledgeable They also have kind and playful spirits. It makes me feel free in every class I have been in so far. So if you ever get a chance to check it out by all means do so 🙂

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(Me mediating in my car after work)

Lots of love, peace and happiness to all of you and don’t forget to follow me on:

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And sundara_soma on twogrand

Living on your terms

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exactly one year ago I decided to say I’m going to live my life the way I wanted to. and say screw it to the in the box thoughts of what a mother should look like or how I should live. I threw that word “should” in the trash and just started to live. I went from yoga 3 days a week to 7 days a week because it made me feel good, added the gym 3 times a week because I wanted to get my sexy back , got a tattoo and my tongue pierced in the same week because I wanted them for years and I was too scared. I’ve never looked back since. Don’t let the fear or the expectations of others ruin your life you only have one to live so live it on your terms 💙💜💛💚

I’m back

Well I wrote a whole long post and it disappeared come on WordPress your killing me 😠.

Moving on here is the recaps you guys missed during my disappearance. 

1. My lady and I broke up for 2 weeks due to somethings that came to light that happened early in our relationship. It caused alot of hurt and distrust for me. And I took 2 weeks alone to get to the place where we needed to be to fix this between us. Almost 6 years together isn’t something you can throw away. She had been my biggest cheerleader and so supportive of my decisions.
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2. I graduated!! I went back to tn for my graduation last weekend and had so much fun taking classes, going out with my girls and graduating. It made me miss my community so much though. My yoga family has been through a lot with me and it’s completely insulating without one here.
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Size medium baby 😉
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Hugs from my gurus
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My sanskit name
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I did it!
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Graduation headstands!
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Me and my yogini Gen. Who I would call super yogi. Turns out she thought that same way about me. I love her.

3. I have been a hot mess eating wise due to my home situation. Which I haven’t brought up on the page on Facebook. Being with my family living wise has become very stressful and super depressing to me. I miss my life in tn. I’m in the works of creating new opportunities for myself in order to heal my broken spirit.
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4. I have 4 months till my weight loss journey has been a year. I need to lose my last 27lbs and few inches. Before November 9th. I have lost 90 lbs and 15 inches so far. I know I just have to push more, eat cleaner and no more excuses with this.
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Me in size 10 jeans now!

I love all of you that read my rambling of a yogini. Till next time and I promise to be more often. 😄